Medicine an Elusive, Tempestuous Creature :: Medicine College Admissions Essays

Admissions Essay - Medicine an Elusive, Tempestuous Creature   We shall non cease from exploration/ And the end of our exploring Will be to arrive where we started/ And tell apart the place for the first time T.S. Elliot Four Quartets Medicine has proven to be an elusive, tempestuous creature. It has appeared to me in visions nightmarish and calm, despairing and joyous. My pursuit has been an odyssey, taking me far into my heart than I ever dreamed possible. However, before I could neertheless begin to approach the emotional, physical and Intellectual demands of a physicians life, I had to procure a better under radicaling of my egotism, my identity and beliefs. Only with this stronger sense of self have I felt the confidence to give my best and my all, and to pee-pee my contribution to society.   My first in-depth exposure to medicine was as a last school Intern at the Childrens Cancer Research Institute (CCRI) In San Francisco. It was a disturbing, If fascinati ng, Introduction to oncology. I witnessed a holocaust from within --pain, idolatry and horror in patients my own age and younger. The Internship compelled me to reconsider my commitment to medicine, and persuaded me to soundness my feelings about death and dying and perhaps investigate other careers. At the same time, the patients so inspired me, and I felt so cheering to be alive after I left CCRI, that I could never really forget. It became an image seared into my memory, a standard by which I judged all other experience.   In college, opportunities for pilgrimage and exploration beckoned me away from medicine. I researched and wrote about Americas heartland and the California coastline for Lets Go USA. My interest in Americana led to an Internship at Common Cause In Washington DC, where I organized citizens lobbying efforts. I found Journalism and law pleasant diversions, but under no circumstances would I wish to remain. Though extremely worthy professions, they did no n suit my particular tastes. Nonetheless, they did give me a firm grasp of my stand on political and social Issues, and further piqued my Interest in travel and exploration.   During my junior year in England, I did some serious introspection. My British friends, though in a friendly manner, challenged my most basic assumptions, and by doing so, challenged me. Everything, from the way I held my dinner fork to my egalitarianism, was fair game.